| This year.. |
[06 May 2006|01:52pm] |
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The year's almost over, only 20 days left. I can't even comprehend how that's possible. Sometimes it feels like we're still in the first month of school, trying to figure how to get to classes and who everyone is. Then other times it feels like that was light years away. Everything has changed since then and it feels like I'm a completely different person. Do I like this person? Sort of. I liked some parts of the old me, but I also appreciate all the new things I've experienced and what I am now. For instance, last year I would never go up to someone and start a conversation. I've become much more outgoing. Sometimes I feel like one of those shallow, boy crazy, stupid teenagers. I want to be as far from that as possible, but it's kind of difficult. I made lots of mistakes and regret things about this year, too. You know what I don't understand? How people always say, live life without regrets or other quotes along the lines of that. How can you live like that? I wish I could, but unfortunately I have a conscience (well I'd like to think so). How can you just go around doing whatever you want, and not think about the consequences? I did that for a period of time this year, and sure it was fun, but it comes back to kick you in the ass. I deffinetly learned my lesson. It feels like I've already been through the whole "high school experience" in one year. I wonder what the next three years will be like. I've decided I'm going to focus on school again, and for real this time. I was such a slacker this year and I know I can do better. I just really want to get into a good college, and I hope my mediocre grades this year won't affect that. I also feel like instead of getting smarter, I've gotten more stupid this year. I don't know. Ahh. High school is truly a confusing time..
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[13 Apr 2006|11:14pm] |
“That's what real love amounts to- letting a person be what he really is. Most people love you for who you pretend to be. To keep their love, you keep pretending- performing. You get to love your pretence. It's true, we're locked in an image, an act”
" I'm interested in anything about revolt, disorder, chaos, especially activity that appears to have no meaning. It seems to me to be the road toward freedom."
-Jim Morrison
Spring break...Going no where as usual.
I thought track was finally over.
But somehow I managed to get to regionals (against my will) and am forced to go to practice and train extremely hard for something I don't even want. Bahhh.
+ I wish my camera didn't break
and that someone didn't steal my iPod
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